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lyrics
Honestly, why do you even talk to me?
I can see your eyes drift ‘round you’re trying to find, a better place to be.
Honestly I’m bored, cause we’ve both been here before,
And I don’t wanna be another fucked up thing that you adore.
Cause I remember when you wrote to me that letter, and you said you’d wait forever,
I really thought that you knew better, than to say a thing like that.
And I found that letter lately, even though I’m not your lady,
I still wonder if just maybe, you really meant a thing like that.
Honestly, sometimes I loose my train of thought,
And I get stuck replaying things that could have maybe gone differently before.
Honestly I’m tired, cause I live inside my mind,
And every time I go outside I don’t know if it’s gonna be alright.
But I remember when you wrote to me that letter, and you said you’d wait forever,
I really thought that you knew better, than to say a thing like that.
And I found that letter lately, even though I’m not your lady,
I still wonder if just maybe, you really meant a thing like that.
And can you feel nostalgia for a life you never lived?
When you wake up every morning wondering if this is all there really is.
Alienation by design, non-working hours spent online,
But you still ask me if i’ll write a happy song next time.
But you still ask me if i’ll write a happy song next time.
But you still ask me if i’ll write a happy song next time.
But I remember when you wrote to me that letter, and you said you’d wait forever,
I really thought that you knew better, than to say a thing like that.
And I found that letter lately, even though I’m not your lady,
I still wonder if just maybe, you really meant a thing like that.
credits
released December 1, 2019
Guitar and Vocals by Hedy Blaazer
Violin by Marcella Tonini
Double Bass by Benjamin Drury
Drums by Nic Dullow
Mastered by Justin Colletti at Joe Lambert Mastering, New Jersey, USA
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